Crushes

Crushes... what pops into mind when you hear crushes? To me it's a guy that you like and can't tell him you like him so it seems that he will "crush" you.

I mean, I have liked this one guy at my school for at least 3 months now... it may not seem very long for you but for me that's very long. I mean I have liked a guys longer than that but this different... I mean I have been day dreams about him and me together, but I can't think of the first date because I am probably going to be so quiet. But he's kind of my "Friendly Friend"... I feel right now that it is only going to be a friend kind of a relationship not more.

I guess what I've been doing is praying to God that he is the right guy for me. I don't want him to be the wrong guy for me and I know that God doesn't want that either. So I need prayer that God will give me guidence through this very "crushing" time for me.

Jobs

Jobs... Alot of people talk about hating them. But me I just applied for my first job at Past and Presents. It so cool... my youth pastor calls it Hallmark on steroids. Which it kind of is, but it have less cards but more crafty stuff. And for those that know me... this is such like a perfect job for me. I just hope that I get it... I just turned in my application, and now all I have to do is wait for a phone call, for my first interview of my entire life.